Postpartum

My baby is almost a month and a half already and I had really bad complications due to a malpractice when getting a C-section that caused an infection and had to get surgery and stayed a month with an open wound and I'm still healing obviously and even tho I was given the thumbs up 👍🏼 to have sex again My husband and I decided not to because I'm still healing from complications but I still crave his attention and affection and he seems to not understand that and it makes me really sad. He says he doesn't hug me or gets around me because he doesn't want to accidentally hurt me but ny wound just closed so I tell him he can hug me carefully but he doesn't want to. He's been helping me thru this process and that show me his love for me but I still feel like I need physical contact and feel his love physically or he could say nice & romantic things to me but he doesn't do anything and I would never cheat because I love my family amd never want to break it but sometimes I crave attention so bad that I fantasize about other men.... what can I do ? (He has never been a super romantic person but he's really really less than before now)

This is how I was for a month 👇🏼👇🏼👇🏼