Promise

I have just made my self a promise that this is my first and last pregnancy, i knew it was going to be hard but never knew it was going to be this hard, im 6 weeks and 5 days and for over a week now i feel awfull, im struggling to do anything, i hope that this goes away after the first trimester, i cant bare the smell of things, my husband was cooking lunch and the smell made me vomit, i feel tired all the time i just want to lay in bed and watch tv, ive been geeting abdominal pain which is bad, im very moody, one minute im ok happy, other minute im sat crying because i saw something upseting on tv or social media, i cant cope like this honestly, what was your first trimester pregnancy symptoms?