Anyone else pregnant and have ptsd and bipolar depression.

I got diagnosed 8 months ago and was on Zoloft meds and found out I was pregnant 5 months ago so I stopped taking them. I have them experienced so much anxiety such as having crazy dreams about my husband cheating, and other crazy dreams too. Everyday I try so hard to be happy with myself and always disappoint myself with my actions. I am trying so hard to hang on but it’s hard. I feel like my husband isn’t happy with me. We got into an altercation over social media last year and it f’d me up even more. I am alone and don’t know what to do..