So lately me & my mom have been going at it. I can tell she wants me to be close to her but every time I try and do something for her or try and talk there’s some sort of judgment or she’ll end up cussing me out so it makes it harder to talk to her.

But today I tried making plans with a close friend of mine so I asked my mom when she got off work first thing she said “you need to try and fix the relationship with your mom first” and it’s so weird to me because she’s the adult why should all the effort be put on me it’s so draining I feel so trapped in this house with her because EVERY SITUATION she makes it about her in some way. It’s like she wants a relationship wit me but calling me out my name and making me feel bad for not talking makes me not want to be near her.