Husband changed his mind.

My husband and I have been together almost 6 years & married for about 5 months. We have 2 girls together who will be turning 2 in July. We recently discussed in December we wanted to try for another baby. I’ve been buying ovulation tests and tons of pregnancy test after each ovulation since. well come this month all the sudden he’s changed his mind. He wants to wait until the summer time to try.. I honestly have so many mixed emotions. I feel so angry with him because he got my hopes up trying for a baby, being disappointed when I Got bfn’s, and being excited for the next cycle to come around to try as I’ve wanted this for a while now. I am finding myself being bitter about it and it’s not like me at all to be. I feel like my emotions have been played with and walked on. I’ve tried to talk to him about how I feel about it and he just shuts the convo down or he tells me to stop talking about it because it’s not gonna happen until he wants it to. I get it’s something we have to agree upon but I’ve put so much emotion, time, stress, and money into trying to plan and he’s just ruined it all for me. Like I’m scared to even want to try again because I feel like he’s just going to decide to change his mind again. 😔