I'm 11 months postpartum and I have such bad baby fever. I want another baby. But then when I think of having another kid to take care of, I freak out. Every time I have any type of symptom I freak that I'm pregnant and take 5 tests. When they're negative I feel upset? Even though I'm not ready for another kid. Ugh what is up with that? I do want another kid but I just now got used to life with a baby and figured everything out. I feel crazy 😔