I’m really confused and I feel like crying. After having my miscarriage, I tried to stay positive thinking I’ll probably ovulate still. But I’m really confused.

For the last 9 days, I used the clear blue advanced digital tests and got flashing smiley after flashing smiley, every day. Lots of watery CM. Super high cervical position. Felt open to me. Today I checked and my cervix doesn’t feel as high, not as soft anymore, still feels pretty open. Less CM. And I decided to switch tests to the blue dye clear blue and the pregmate brands. Well this after noon showed a lot of promise but this evening I felt really defeated because it showed almost nothing (I think I did drink quite a bit of water without realizing it)

Can anyone explain this to me? Did I ovulate and the clear blue advanced just not pick up my peak? Or am I still on track to ovulate within the next few days? 😞 I’m really confused and really upset. I just need some hope.

This is from 11:15am

This is from 2:15pm

The bottom one is from 6:29pm.