My little guy is now 4.5 months! Unfortunately, the day he was born a major event happened with his father (prefer to keep private) and I left the hospital a single mother after being married for 8 years. My son had to spend 10 days in the NICU, and I went from having my husbands generous income plus my part time income to relying on to just me. I had zero recovery time. I went home to my 2 year old and juggled caring for her alone, visiting the NICU daily and pumping around the clock, to bringing him home alone and being a single mom. It was the hardest time of my life, but we are finally getting settled into a routine. My life is completely different than the day before my son was born. I struggle with anxiety, depression, and PTSD. However, I am so blessed to have my healthy baby boy, Arlen James. His father is able to see him now when I allow it. Any other single mums out there? How are you feeling and how do you cope? Pic of my sweet booby boy below ❤️