Rainbow Baby 🌈 When does it get easier?

Amber

Just found out we are pregnant again after having my first miscarriage in December 2020. I had a horrible experience with the Doc office I was going to so I moved offices and will be going on Wednesday for the confirmation appointment. Me and my husband are so terrified and just keep saying we will not feel at ease until this child is here! We have an 18 month old daughter, who is incredible and smart! We want to be excited but after going through a miscarriage I’m not sure I’ll be able enjoy pregnancy like I did with my 1st! Any advice for a struggling mama? I just want to be happy and excited but the worry and fear has taken over my mind!