Marriage

Im just going to go on a rant because I have no one to even talk to about this

Anyways, lately I’ve been miserable in my marriage I mean there’s day Im happy but most of the time I feel like my husband judged me what I eat how much I spend and other little stuff it didn’t bother me before but it’s starting to get to me and when I tell him he’s just say why am I taking everything so serious I’m breastfeeding so I’m hungry all the damn time and if I finish something he makes a remark. I don’t have a job so I just clean cook and take care of the baby sometime I buy stuff online for the baby (with money I saved up) and he always saying I buy stupid stuff but yet I never complain when it comes to him buying whatever the hell he wants.

So every since I had my baby I haven’t really been in the mood to have sex and now that I don’t work I’m stuck at home doing everything and I don’t like to complain because he works and bring in all the money but I honestly get so tied because he doesn’t clean after himself so I’m constantly cleaning and the one time he does clean he feel the need to be praised for it. He doesn’t do anything for me he doesn’t treat me like he did when we were dating and now he gets upset when I don’t want to have sex and he wants it all the time it just feel like that’s all he want from me.

He’s sometime lazy and makes me do everything like serve him a plate or go get him things he doesn’t help me with my dogs or cat I’m always the one that had to take them out clean up after them and feed them.

Sometimes when he gets home he looks after my baby and I go and cook or clean or something and later hell tell me he’s going to sleep so he hand the baby off to me and I see that he didn’t even change her diaper.

I always tell him what’s bothering me but he takes as I’m emotional or just complaining saying I’m always upset for no reason

I just can’t take the thought that this is going to be my life for the rest of my life because I can’t go anywhere and we have a kid together

Im just so tired and emotional and physically drained