PLEASE TELL ME HOW TO BE DONE

I've been with my boyfriend for.6 years and I'm just not happy. Its my bday weekend and he is fighting with me. I take him out for his bday and last year I gave him. $3000 lump cash and took him out to eat... he doesnt even pay for my bday dinner... but i just wanted to be woth him for my bday this year even though we are arguing.. i asked him if I can book a hotel amd just just get away for 1 night and hes ignoring me.

I dont deserve this.