I just need to vent

My daughter just turned 4 months and i went back to work on February 8. It’s only been 3 weeks and I’ve noticed I drink more, stressed out more and just not happy. I wish I didn’t have to work but financially I can’t be a Sahm. Im jealous because my husband gets to work from home so he gets to spend all day with the baby. Don’t get me wrong, I’m super grateful she’s with him and not in daycare but I just wish I could be with them. My whole thing was I didn’t want to go back to work in fear I’d miss things and today she rolled over for the first time and I missed it. 😭. I just needed to get it out.

I do have a job interview for a remote position within my company on Tuesday, so fingers crossed 🤞🏼