😞 I’m embarrassed and ashamed

Sarah

I just found out that I might have trouble getting pregnant due to endometriosis, irregular periods, and possibly not ovulating correctly (or have a “weak” ovulation as my OBGYN put it). It’s only my first month trying and I’ve only been off of birth control since the beginning of January. I did the Clear Blue ovulation test and found out when I was ovulating (back on February 11). Today is day 14 and I have no period and two negative pregnancy tests. I know people try and try and continue to struggle to conceive. I know I’m just starting my journey so I’m not here to seek sympathy. The thing is I told my husband we might have a hard time and I feel so ashamed and embarrassed that my body isn’t “working” correctly. My sister in law has asking about how it’s going and I’m too embarrassed to tell her the truth. Has anyone else felt this way? How did you handle it or deal with this thoughts?