My husbands working nights this week which is abnormal for him, this morning I was busy interviewing a potential babysitter for when I return to work (I’m on disability currently) and the last couple of days I have made him lunch and dinner, but today I couldn’t since I was interviewing. Instead of making himself food or checking to make sure I had made him food, he just expected it, and that’s fine I understand the misunderstanding. I would have told him that I didn’t make him anything if I known the interview would last so long but I didn’t know. But he was right there watching the whole thing. Making himself breakfast might add.

once he realized I had not made him anything he stormed out upset and angry. He did say I love you all before I left but he said it all bitter and mad.

Lately I have very much felt like the weight of the world on my shoulders. I’m terrified of death because I don’t think he would be able to handle family life as a single dad. I’m frustrated and I feel like being with him is like pushing a boulder uphill. so I sent him this.

Do you think there’s anything else I should have said or I could say?