Is it just mine or does anyone else just feel like their in a boring/exhausting relationship. We have a 10 month old together and he works away alot( truck driver) but when he is home he spends alot of time on the ps4. From a late afternoon 3-5 all the way until 1am in the morning...I'm over it. Had the audacity a few months ago to call me lazy because I enjoy a sleep in..well not any more. When we come out into the loungeroom in the mornings he then goes and gets in bed (yes he sleeps on the couch most nights he's home). I just feel this relationship is basically over...

1.he rarely wants to be with me (or so I feel)

2.he never picks up after himself so I'm being a bitch if I ask him to not leave dishes all over the house/take them to the sink

3. We cannot have a conversation together EVER.

4. If I'm not feeling well results in me being quiet and not really talking...I'm then "being disrespectful and treating him like shit" 🤔🤔🤔

5.EVERYTHING I SAY IS WRONG.

When he is home I feel like he's only happy if he has a screen in front of him ps4, phone, TV....

I honestly don't know what to do anymore

I put off doing my needles (type 1 diabetic) to try and keep onto of everything else...house cleaning, getting meals ready, trying to keep a stage 5 clinger baby happyish(teething🦷😫)

Which I'm then stupid and selfish for doing so because I won't be around if I don't look after myself🙄.

I don't know if this is depression because I feel fine when he's away( a little overwhelmed from a teething baby,which I think is normal?) I'm excited for him to come home...once he's home I'm just disappointed and lonely.