My self esteem has been ruined after I just picked it back up after losing 30 pounds. I am pregnant 5 months and have been pretty content with the weight gain and my changing body because I know there’s a human inside me and that’s all that matters so I felt beautiful. However my self esteem is crushed because my bd doesn’t want to have sex with me and saved a bunch of nudes on his phone... beautiful women who look nothing like me with beautiful big breasts and are hairless all over. I on the other hand don’t look like that... especially not now and I have always been hairy everywhere which he says he doesn’t mind (I’m Armenian) and my friends have been calling me huge. I feel like I’m never going to love my self ever again because I’m never going to look like that. And also I know your body changes after having a baby😓 I can’t even be on Instagram or anything because I see these perfect girls and I know I’m not beautiful like them.