Any other moms on here can relate to me when I say I’m always anxious as a mom I know I’m a first time mom to twins.Just going out with them brings me in a enormous amount of anxiety Especially because were steering away from their schedule. I am always moody and irritable and I wish I wasn’t always down. My daughter is 15 months old I don’t even know if I’m even still considered postpartum. I feel like I need to break a moment to decompress but it’s hard to get that I don’t live around family But even if I did I am not the one to relinquish control especially when it comes to my kids.