The amount of times that I’ve reached out to people is shameful too even count. I’ve given them gifts and tried my best to connect with them but they all either ghosted me, took advantage of me, or did me dirty. It’s been so heavy on my mind all day I feel depressed and a loser that I’m too lame and incapable of having friends besides from my family and boyfriend. It doesn’t usually bother me but I just woke up today and every single person that I tried to do good by who left me hanging and/or did me dirty all rushed into my mind all at once...I’ve put myself in so many anxiety inducing situations (like first introduction etc). and even tried being myself and people just dislike me. I feel like a loser and I just want what to give up on the notion of having any friends at all. I’m not a perfect person but am I so lame that people just use me or leave me hanging? Am I that worthless? I don’t know , I’m not usually bothered by it because I have my family , my boyfriend and my cats but today is just harder than usual . I don’t want advice I just want to know if anyone can relate or feels the same?