I’m literally crying. I know my boyfriend wants children one day but child birth scares me so much.... the needles, the ripping of the vagina, the pain. I don’t want to go through it. I don’t want to give him children, it isn’t worth it to me. I don’t want children but I have to give them to him or else he will leave me, which is fair. It’s 100% fair to leave someone for children because that’s obviously huge. I’m too scared, it’ll really fucking hurt and my body will never be the same after. I already hate myself, and i’ll just get uglier and fatter and disgusting.

Edit: I didn’t say ALL WOMEN ARE UGLY AND FAT AND DISGUSTING. I said I would become that because I have literal body issues. Jesus. I think moms are gorgeous just I wouldn’t be. I would find myself uglier. Nice way of finding something to complain about.