I am in absolute love with my newborn. But as soon as I got home a week and a half ago, baby blues hit me hard... I never thought it would be so tough. Sometimes I wake up feeling excited and happy, sometimes I feel like I want to spend the day crying. I feel lonely and wish I had other mom friends, I am scared to lose my fiancé because I am annoying and depressed, I miss my family who cannot come here due to covid, I wish I moved back to my country, I feel guilty for being sad in front of my newborn...

I hope this feeling will go away.