Most of my friends are moms already even friends who we’re in the fence on kids and we’re more into partying now have settled and had kids meanwhile I’m still not a mom and have been dying to be for years. I got married in October to the man of my dreams and then two months later I turned 30. We just moved to a new state and we’re getting settled here and have put off trying for a bit. As much as I feel this is the correct choice I’m still struggling because I only have periods every few months and have always thought I had pcos but my labs are all Normal other than I have super low estrogen and progesterone. I’m working on myself mind body and soul but just dying inside and stressed over the fear of being 30 and having periods that aren’t regular and you read all this stuff about how much harder it is to get pregnant in your 30s and it’s literally crippling .I know I need to reduce stress but I just feel like I don’t have anyone who understands how I’m feeling . Being a mom is all I have ever wanted and I’m struggling . Can anyone relate or have any advice ?