I keep having anxiety attacks in the morning thinking that I’m not going to be a good parent,that we’re not financially ready, that our house is too small. you name it and I’m having anxiety about it. It’s gotten to the point where I’ve even considered terminating the pregnancy because I don’t know how to cope with the anxiety that I’m feeling. But of course the idea of an abortion after three miscarriages sounds like a nightmare. I feel like a monster for considering having an abortion just because of my anxiety. My doctor won’t refer me to a therapist and I’m at a loss for what to do