Please I really need help

I feel so lost and alone. I’m four months pregnant and I live abroad, my husband is from Tunisia. I was talking to him about going to see my family at Christmas time with the baby so that my mum can see the baby and he’s said to me I can go visit but he doesn’t want the baby leaving the country. I don’t think I can live a normal life in this relationship. I’m not used to living this way and being told what I can and can not do. I don’t know what to do.