Lost my tube at the end of November, now my period is late

destiny

I had two ectopic in 2020 one in March that’s was tested with the shot and then one in November that resulted in me losing left tube, both ectopic have been in left tube, my period should’ve started Monday and now I’m two days late, I wanna test so bad but I’m afraid if I am pregnant it will result in another ectopic, the first ectopic my levels never rose second ectopic I was well over 18,000 when I lost my tube, in so nervous!! We haven’t been trying not really just that if it happened it happened, my cycles started back up normally after I lost my tube.