It will always gross me out

I’m not pregnant and I’ve never been. But I leek from my nipples.

They get “full” sometimes so I squeeze it out and a lot of..milky stuff comes out. I have been to the doctor and my hormones are fucked and I have high levels of prolactin, so it’s actually milk.

I’m so glad I’m with a man who doesn’t care because he will straight up taste it sometimes and says it’s sweet.

I’ll look down somedays and I’ll have wet spots where my nipples are and I’ve straight up been asked “uh are you lactating?” Like judgmental as hell.

Bitch yes I am I am female it happens okay 🙄 I can’t control my stupid brain giving off the wrong signals for hormones

I’m glad my man understands, but dude. This is gross. It feels gross. It will probably get worse when I have a baby.

I will probably leak tit milk forever. When I have a baby I’ll probably produce enough milk for like 3 babies. Those pregnancy hormones are gonna make my brain go “I HAVE FOUND A REASON FOR THIS NOW.” And I’ll be like Katy perry in her music video for California girls

Ooooh I want to add this too. PLEASE READ THIS PART. Breast feeding and breast feeding moms don’t gross me out nor bother me.

I am grossed out by my own body doing unnatural/slightly natural things. My body is doing this with ZERO purpose, when you have a baby your body produces milk to feed your baby.

I’m just over here leaking from my tits pointlessly