I just got friendzoned hard AF

So my ex (who I am in love with) and I have been talking again for the past month, just about life and what we are doing and everything. We broke up a year ago, we broke up because he said he needed to figure out some things with God. I’ve dated other people since him and got him out of my mind, but I’ve always had feelings for him unfortunately.🥺

Well anyway, he texted me today and asks me if I dated anyone since we broke up, I said yes, it didn’t work out, and asked if he had as well. He says yes but it never worked out, and he was frustrated because females expect him to be rich and have his life all together.

I don’t know how the conversation changed to me giving him advice on finding himself and waiting for the right girl to come along but somewhere along the line I just realized I got FRIENDZONED HARD AF. Lol😂 So now I am feeling like a complete idiot, kind of feeling like I’m not good enough for a good guy that I actually like, I’m really sad and I’m not going to talk to him again. But now I feel embarrassed to stop talking to him after that because then he is gonna know I still had feelings for him. I am SO EMBARRASSED i feel so STUPID!! Does anyone have any encouragement for a girl?