36 and struggling ttc

Anyone else in the same boat.. felt really positive this month but got over excited and tested this morning.. BFN.. not actually due AF till Sunday but it should show by now surely.. i used Clearblue early test. Me and my Fiance have been trying for 7/8 months now and have fertility appointment end of this month.. im starting to think i just dont ovulate 😩this month had my first peak on clearblue ovulation tests but still our bean aint sticking!! So down and out right now..