Hungry and need to go grocery shopping but my son keeps crying!!

Currently sitting on my couch hungry just waiting for my son to go to sleep but he’s crying and If I just left him like that with his dad I feel guilty for leaving him with his dad to take care of him just because he works A LOT and also guilty for my son in case he needs me.

But I need to take care of grocery shopping and need to get me a quick meal beforehand so I can actually do the grocery shopping not feeling hungry.

I get annoyed with my husband because he knows I’m trying to take care of grocery shopping but our son keeps crying. Had to give him a quick bath to help him fall asleep faster so I can get going while my husband is just on the couch on his phone. Our kitchen is a mess. I’m a mess and need help!! But I hate to ask for help just because I will get annoyed asking.

I needed to rant.