i must be doing something wrong or being a bad girlfriend but in a matter of seconds especially at night or in the morning he is unbearable to be around. i’m constantly being ignored and/or hes got a terrible attitude towards me. but when he watches a funny video he laughs and laughs and laughs. and then as soon as i even speak or think about speaking, he’s back to having a terrible attitude. i just i don’t get it.

when he’s in a good mood or whatever he’ll be like you’re the love of my life and i can’t live with out you but then it’s like i’m the worst human being on the face of the earth.

he wonders why i still take bupropion to help with my depression but i’ve been thinking about it and he’s the reason i’ve been crying so much recently. i cant handle his mood swings and when i ask if he wanted to talk about it, he won’t “be in the mood” for that.

i just want to understand.