I’ve never slept with anyone nor had sex and idk I just hate coming to my bed alone at night or just waking up alone

Like throughout the day I feel like I need company and my anxiety has been pretty bad recently. It’s so weird because this hasn’t happened to me since high school and especially weird because it’s all sudden. Idk why I just have the constant feeling of having to be held and wanting to have someone there for me

Like I’ve never really cuddled with someone special like that either, so I might just be touch deprived? Idk if I’m depressed too I feel like I need help and I need some answers ig.

What do you think?