Hi ladies! I was wondering if anybody else was having trouble connecting with children and babies?

Before pregnancy, I was always the family member that took babies/kids for the day, they were always in my lap and I was so happy to take care of them. My aunt came in from out of town with her 6mo and I haven’t even wanted to hold her :( I feel terrible about it. I don’t have the gumption to take on the herd of kids this Easter and I’d prefer to not be around them :(

Anybody else have this problem? My mother and I take care of my nephews weekly (7yrs old and 16 month old) and I’ve been having a hard time bonding with them. I especially don’t want to hold my friends children. I feel so terrible about it and I know my mother can see it but she hasn’t said anything about it.