Is it normal that I don’t want to see him again after this?

Fancied a guy for months, it was going really well, lovely personality. Finally it got flirty with me and him and he came back to mine, but when I gave him a blow job his penis kinda smelt all sweaty. It wasn’t a sexy smell at all, and then it was really short but a wide penis, and he kept getting soft. I turned down sex, and he told me I’m weird that I got so into it then completely turned off. I often get turned off during sex with men and I don’t know if I’m normal in that way