Pap smears abnormal?

Hey yall so today I had a virtual dr appointment because I'm going to have the mirena removed due to ttc. Well long story short I havent been seen since after the day I had the IUD put after the post partum from my last kiddo in 2016. Doctor questioned me why I never came out when my pap smear came back abnormal? I have no idea about anything and they didnt let me know about the results so. Can someone help me out of what does this mean? should be scared? I'm so confused and blown away at the same time they didnt contact me at all to tell me about it and I know I too an to blame for not getting checked annually. Can anyone share your experience and walk me through what's going to be happening next? TIA