I’m with a guy who I seriously need to dump but won’t because of fear. For some reason I love him.

I also feel really insecure about my life. This past year has gotten me to the point where I feel suicidal. The guy I’m with threatens to kill himself when I call out something he does that hurts my feelings. For example he left one night without saying a word and went out to the bar and got so drunk he broke his hand and stayed at a friends house. He didn’t tell me where he went, just disappeared for 24 hours and came back with a broken hand ans said “he couldn’t deal with me because his hand hurt” He also got some little bar rats snap chat and had been snap chatting her but “it’s okay because I told you about it. And If you keep making me miserable like this I’m going to kill my self. I did nothing wrong.” -referring to disappearing to a bar the whole night breaking his hand and adding some bitch on snap chat

Y’all I have lost everything. Whether it be death, or family fallouts, I genuinely feel like I have lost everything. I found out my best friend isn’t actually my best friend. I was cheated on and left for an OLDER woman by my ex.

This guy makes me feel absolutely fucking worthless. He acts annoyed when I walk into the room like I don’t live here myself. He barely talks to me, and when I tell him we need to have a serious conversation he invites his friends over so that he doesn’t have to deal with me.

I am so tired. I just want to feel secure and safe again and I want to be okay with just being by myself and I have no idea how to do that. I’m also 24 so I feel like I’m running out of time. All my peers are married with 2 or 3 kids and I feel like my life is wasted

He fronted. He made himself seem like the sweetest guy, and that was all a lie. He is not who I thought he was and I feel like a fool