Pregnant again..

I had two chemical pregnancy’s at 5 weeks 4 days November and December, I know to many they don’t count but to me they broke me. I found out I’m pregnant again, reached out to my fertility doctor who said he won’t see me till the date of my missed period. Which is actually over a week from my positive test. The line is getting darker, but my breast don’t feel as full (they still hurt) and my symptom before was that my boobs just stopped hurting and my symptoms just went away.

Is there any one who has found a way to breath during this process? I feel like I’m under water here with everyone telling to “just relax”