So I'm pregnant again after losing my baby last year at 19 weeks. I've been dealing with ppd/ppa since I gave birth and it's crippling sometimes. I find that I can't get excited about this baby and I'm just going day by day, like, I'm excited and feel overly blessed but I'm just like, "whatever". My question is, has anybody delt with ppd and anxiety and found that having another baby helped? How long could I possibly deal with this? I also have GERD from anxiety so it doesn't help the physical symptoms that I have..thank you for reading