Today is my Birthday πŸ’”πŸ˜©πŸ€¦πŸΎβ€β™€οΈ

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Today is my birthday & all I can think about is my D&C Wednesday πŸ€¦πŸΎβ€β™€οΈπŸ˜© Not the birthday I was expecting but my husband is doing everything to try to keep me busy!!

Knowing my baby is still in me I don't even feel comfortable drinking ugh

How can I celebrate my life when death lives within meπŸ’”πŸ’”πŸ’”