I am starting to feel so helpless and worthless you guys. It’s about to go on 5 years of trying to conceive and I’ve had no signs of conception or miscarrriage. Every doctor I go to tells me there’s nothing wrong. I have people telling me I’m lucky I don’t have kids when all I really want is at least one at this point. I find myself asking if God hates me or what makes me so unworthy of having kids and I’m so defeated. I’m seeking mental help and That’s not working and I’m at the point where now I’m stressing everyday and it’s just hurting my heart every time my cycle comes on. Even though we’ve put in the work, we’ve tracked, we’ve taken the prenatal. It’s just like no one can help me and I just want to give up. I have no faith, no push or anything left in me. I’m so tired 😭