Need some positive FET vibes...

Today is 7dp5dt, of course I tested and it's negative...I know it's really early still but I just feel like it didn't work. I am just physically broken from the all the meds and emotionally broken of the thought of another failure. I don't want to start this process all over again, I want my miracle, but if this failed we will keep trying. I'm just grateful we have 10 more perfect embryos but my heart is broken for this little boy that I might not get to hold in my arms. Why does it have to be so hard to have a baby...I felt so positive going into transfer day and now I just can't shake this feeling of failure. This struggle we have to go through just plain sucks...I know most of you feel the same way I do and I'm so sorry ❤ thank you for taking time to listen to me vent 💙