Rant 🤦🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️

Long story short, I’m 23+4 with #2. I’m 33, divorced, have a 6 year old son, I work 40-50 hours a week and am also in school. I have a great job but it’s a big job and can be very stressful. I am at my wits end with my boyfriend... he has a drinking problem, which I knew when we started dating and I’ve always told him as long as he is making an effort to stay sober, I will do whatever I can to help him and be there for him. Lately he’s been lying, hiding booze and just being shady in general. Last night I came home and he was wasted and tried lying about it... I’m not stupid, I can see he’s been drinking, he wreaked of whiskey, etc. Anyway, I ended up telling him that I wanted him to leave because I can’t trust him and he stresses me out. Ive given him a million chances already and I’m just to the point of thinking maybe I’d be happier raising my boys alone. He told me this baby isn’t his and to “abort the fucking thing”... this little boy is 100% his, obviously I’m not aborting either. He never apologizes and he tries to make me feel guilty for not trusting him when he gives me every reason not to. I guess I just needed to vent. Thanks for listening.