I dont want to see my family after my father in law passed away

My father in law passed away and we have been sharing all our free time with my sister and mother in law. My mom is kind of jealous that I havent been with her since that, but I just dont want to see anyone right now, I just spend time with my husband's family because he wants us to. But if ir was my choice I wouldnt see anyone. I think I just need my space to soak all this in and rest.