I am having a huge gender identity crisis. I am outwardly and biologically female. My mom accidentally called me Mr. Instead of ma'am on accident. But I realised I'm kind of digging it. I also thought about nonbinary and I think I like that a lot. I want to experiment with pronouns, but I dont have anyone to experiment with. My parents want me to be a big,successful, powerful women so I dont know how to ask them to try out knew pronouns. I dont have any friends to do it with either. I'm also worried about my brother. When I started wearing "boy clothes" instead of things like dresses and skirts, my brother would tell me that I couldnt wear these things because I was a girl. I just ignored it though because hes younger. Little did he know, that remark greatly hurt me. I also thought about cutting my hair short and told my dad about it. But he shot me down and told me he thinks I'll regret it.

Help! I dont know what to do.