My anxiety is through the roof.

It took me 3 days to get my anxiety medication filled. It usually takes him a day to get to it so I called my pharmacy to send him a request for a refill. Day 3 rolls in and I call my doctors office asking why it wasn’t refilled, and they said he did not deny to refill, they said he hadn’t even seen it yet but he should by the end of the day.

And he did, he refilled it but only for a 15 day supply.

This is what I’m confused about. Okay so when you are prescribed benzos or any controlled substance you have to have an appointment with that doctor every couple of months. I have an appointment with him scheduled for the 25th of next month.

But he gave me a ‘filler’ instead of a refill. Usually it’s a 25 day supply and he gave me a 15 day supply. I forgot to add here for some reason that I plan to call him and figure this out**

I am literally so confused right now. Having anxiety makes things like this horrible and miserable like I promise that I will sit and have anxiety over this until that phone call is over with. Hopefully it calms down now that I have my meds but Jesus.

Anxiety is like a monster truck running around in your head squashing your brain around. I feel stupid right now.

I think it could Last me until my next appointment actually. The thing is, it makes me think that He’s under the impression that I have an appointment with him in 15 days and that’s why I’m so freaking confused. Sooo I have to call them again and ask what is going on.