Stretch marks and pregnancy

I know a lot of women get stretch marks in pregnancy, but for some reason I’m taking it so much harder this pregnancy.

With my son (20 months now) I didn’t really seem to mind because I was so excited to be pregnant. I got a ton of stretch marks with him down by my waist and lower belly, and they did eventually fade some so they aren’t as noticeable.

Well with this baby, I guess I wasn’t expecting to get anymore stretch marks. I assumed I got them all with my son, but as soon as 32 weeks hit (35 weeks now), new red stretch marks are starting to appear, but this time higher up on my belly by my belly button and in new places.

Y’all I’m so sad 😭. I don’t know why I feel like this but I just don’t want anymore stretch marks and I hate that even more are popping up in new areas!! I just feel like for being 25, my body is going to look soooo bad and ruined. 😭😭😭😭.