My first.

Struggling today. I was measuring 4 almost 5 weeks, but should have been almost 7 by dates.

First child.

First miscarriage.

How do you cope with this? I've lost many close and amazing people in my life but this is a tough, tough heartbreak. My husband and I were so excited.

Please share how you may have dealt with things.

I'm on day 4 of bleeding, it's been rough

stuff. Still having small pains and soreness. Bad headache. Bad heartache.

Nothing helps.