I'm almost 19 weeks pregnant and my bf has been living a doUble life 😞😞😞i been depressed down and all kinds of stuff. He says he loves his family but he has feelings for this girl. My 5 year old daughter kept telling me about some girl then come to find out I seen him texting her and he lied. I changed my locks and put him out now he feels I turned my back on him. He came crying and all this stuff but then said he don't have feelings for me no more and can't even face me face to face. knowing hes with this girl or clearing his head as he says idk what to believe. I haven't seen him since this past sunday I don't call text or nothing. How do u love me and ur kids and u betray us. How am I wrong. I have almost 4 months to go and these lonely night have been hectic but I have to be there for our 5 year old that we have also. Just the thought of this girl working with him at his job she's been around my child for months and he's been lieing like its nothing. I shouldn't text him he should be fighting for me and he kids and not some 🤬 that doesnt matter. Idk how the outcome is gonna be or if I should even let him come when I give birth to our second daughter. Honestly idk how to feel.betrayal is real. Like could I have not been so hard on him changed my ways a bit and I feel he just thinks that I'm the bread winner of the house and he hates that to pieces but I was always doing this before him how I work. Ugh idk I wish he come home but then again ima sit back and maybe he will regret.