9 DPO, 5 days until AF.... tested negative

I just tested, and it’s so negative that there’s not even an evap line.

Been at it for 11 months. I really had a feeling that this month was going to be the month!

I know I’m not out until AF shows... but still. I feel like I’d at least have a very faint line by now.

My lower back has been hurting in an unusual way the past few days. I’ve been having to take time out of the day to sit against a heating pad. I was hoping this was it. Why isn’t it happening for me?!