Disgusting

Sooo i just found out my boyfriend cheated on me with his cousin and i feel really disgusted. Disgust is all i can really feel.

Story time!!

Basically our relationship started getting really rocky i would come home start texting him i would be wondering where he was at. He said he was at his cousins so i didn’t think anything of it this only happened a few times back in February. Fast forward to now i’ve been having to beg him to spend any time with me and i got to the point i was so fed up. I saw a text from his cousin so i opened it to read it for him not thinking anything of it. He asks what i’m doing with his phone, and i’m like i’m just reading the message from bubbles (her nickname is bubbles) and he starts looking like 👀 so i see the messages from the previous night and apparently he was supposed to give her a massage but didn’t get to because everyone in her house was still awake. Keep in mind he only goes over there at night and now i know why. and then i’m like wtf massage !? so i keep scrolling up. Next thing you know i see him saying “if i wasn’t with her i’ve already put my love into her but if i didn’t you know i would love to be with you” like wtf type of shit is this so i start yelling i keep scrolling up but didn’t find anything else. I confront him i threw a shoe at his fucking face too. He’s playing stupid acting like he didn’t do anything and i was like a fucking massage ??! he was like it was just a foot massage and i confront him about the messages too at this point he’s frozen. Can’t even move a muscle. Fast forward next day he wants to come talk it out. I agree to see what bs excuse he has. I asked him if they had sex and he was like “....i ain’t even gone lie to you.. yes we did” i threw a candle at his face and walked out. Haven’t spoken to him since. His cousin can have him.