Worried

Since my youngest I've had 8 losses most 4-6 weeks along but one was end of 1st beginning of 2nd trimester.

I found out on 3rd of May I was pregnant again been ttc so tracked ovulation and I got my positive on 21st April with clearblue and cheap tests, it was positive for nearly 3 days and I continued with the cheap ones until I tested positive on a pregnancy test. I only did the deed 18th, 21st and then again on 26th April. We targeted the day I got my first positive as he's working away and I had to travel to other half. I used FRER the 3rd was faint 4th was darker and by 6th it was as dark as control.

I went in thinking I'd be 6 weeks 3 or 4 days yesterday for a scan. It was a internal TV one and it said they saw a sac and egg yolk maybe a fetal pole on the report and it measured to 5 weeks 3 days approx when I googled the measurements, they said it looks good the sonographer said for that stage and I must have my dates wrong. I saw something i thought it was what it should be but she told it was said and yolk and I cried and panicked so much as I knew from my 2 previous what a 6 week 1 day and 6 week 3 day scan looks like and should be. It wasn't on screen long after that as I was tense and emotional. There was a long period before hand of silence where she did a lot of looking just checked my ovaries after showing me. I'm on progesterone so I know it can delay a miscarriage but also prevent if I have low leveps.

I go back on 7th for another scan and hopefully it matches up to where I should be or has progressed by 2 weeks worst case but I'm so worried I've had another loss. The midwife said that they had someone 2 weeks ago show nothing then today showed an 8 week plus pregnancy (trying to calm my nerves). I can't be at the stage sonographer said as I'd have got a positive way to early and strong ones still early. The report says possibly saw fetal pole. She was so positive even though I wasn't.

I'm still feeling sick first thing and I put it to my progesterone as I take that and my folic acid at night before bed. I'm in pieces thinking of the worst convinced after reading how it delays a loss and people have carried a 5 week pregnancy for weeks and weeks when on progesterone.

Anyone had similar?