Scared

Back in March I suffered a miscarriage at 7 weeks. Today I called my obgyn to make baby appointments because I found out I’m pregnant again. I really didn’t want to do that because I’m scared I’ll jinx myself. Why is this so scary. This would be my 8th pregnancy but only 2 alive births. The rest was all miscarriages.

I’m 4 weeks 2 days and I’m not sure if I should get excited or not